Not significant at the first, but if you are one who looks back at your day for the purpose of evaluation, I'm pretty sure it is noticeable that the less people sharing the same belief system having out with you on that week will result in a decline in the acts of that belief system even if one is strongly believing in that precepts.
After leaving INTI, I nearly vowed, or so I thought I could singlehandedly hold on to all I believe in without any flaw and continue on with live in UK. Why? Because I simply was a leader back home. Everyone followed me. I got the feeling that if I fail, everyone else would so failure for me is either not an option or not a possibility. I didn't think I am a god, but I thought with God on my side, I'm supposed to do the impossible. Which is what the bible says to what I know. With God, nothing is impossible.
Today, I watched a TV show about a girl wanting to fit into society, lied that she had sex before though she maintained her virginity. It wasn't a long part of the show, but 1 that struck me significantly. There was this part of the show where they showed a bunch of Christians praying for her in the "condemnation method." One of my friend who was watching it with me looked at me and said, I hope cf's prayer meetings at home was not like that. I smiled at him. But deep in my heard, I don't even dare to tell him that almost all Christian meetings are like that. Strange thing is that if he is to become a Christian, he will become one of those in the prayer meetings whom he does not want to be. The show went on by showing how the girl compromised bit by bit till she herself wondered which life is she living in.
I look at mine. And wonder what do I see.
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