Sometimes I find it absolutely more convenient to live without thinking too much. Live by the moment? I wonder why others can do it so much more easier than I could. Don't they have so much to think of? every action that they do can actually lead to more than 500 consequences. How to not think of even one of them?
If only life is like a production factory. Or it probably is? Just that we don't know what we might ended up with when we press the green button? Or the blue button.
Sometimes I find myself implying to God, I find your manual much more harder to use than normal. I was hoping for something more like a build-it-yourself kit or a step-by-step guide line. There is just too much details in this one. Probably you can just issue to me the 900mb or the 1gb one instead of the 50gb file. God as usual does not respond to this questions I ask. If he does, it's usually a problem that comes my way that breaks me into pieces till I have no other way but to turn back to the 50gb file for help.
I now wonder. Should I separate fun from pleasure? Should I separate pleasure from enjoyment? Can I join the 3 of them with fulfillment? And how many of my wants can I keep next year.
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